December 21, 2012

• Whenever I travel, I am reminded of my time in Holland. Whenever I am reminded of Holland, I am reminded of my ex. And whenever I am reminded of my ex, I am seeped internally with an unforgiving hatred and anger towards him. I find myself aching for retribution and hoping the universe will exact a revenge upon him for me. But to think the world would ever care is completely futile. 

  I still believe in karma. I remember the ladies at the hospital where I volunteer would talk about certain people who have gotten bad luck after doing something terrible to someone. I do believe someday something bad will happen. If not now, then some time in the future. If not in this life, then in another dimension or life. I will believe it will happen so that I can continue to live.

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