January 8, 2013
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Jetlag
Jetlag has been killing me. I don’t remember having gone through this much trouble before. I’m wondering if it’s because I fear I lack structure in my life. I get anxiety every time someone asks me what I’m doing. I often want to say I’m not doing anything. I know it’s not true, but since coming home, I’ve felt stressed that I haven’t jumped right back into productivity. Why is it that I feel my life’s worth is so dependent on my work output? Or is it just because I’m getting older that I can’t get over jetlag as easily?
My aunt was pressuring me to get married and have kids, but I don’t feel ready at all yet.