I’m waiting in the Taoyuan International airport and I hear and see a group of Dutch people loitering around. It makes me feel sad to hear Dutch, but it’s also funny. I will never get over the fact that Dutch sounds like gay German. I really want to laugh sometimes when I just hear them speak.
I learned a lesson in Taipei after speaking to my aunt. I realize that life is, as Elaine S. has pointed out before, too short to waste your time being bitter. When I saw how bitter and somehow angry my once vibrant aunt has become, I decided that I didn’t want to end up like her. I want to do things now that will make me happy in the future. Maybe I am not totally happy right now, but I can’t waste time being bitter and regretful. It is also sad and depressing to be around someone like that. Obviously, I hardly ever talk about my past with my friends, but I also have to work on silencing the internal discontent I have within myself in order to move forward.