June 22, 2013

• Ugh…

  I have a huge test tomorrow and I don’t know what I’m doing. People have been telling me, “you’re a smart girl, you can do this” and “I have faith in you” etc, but the truth is, when you’re fighting off a heavy cloud of depression, it’s not so easy to memorize things and maintain a clear head for learning. People don’t factor that in when they are thinking “oh you can do this” – don’t they know that I just want to hide under my bed and never go out again?! It’s so hard to push those irritating feelings aside and focus. I can’t focus even under pressure.

  I am frustrated with myself for the lack of concentration and focus.

  • 4:20 am
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